I find that misdirection works best for small groups if you're sleights are not up to scratch. But why would you perform some think if you weren't competent at it!
Yes I agree misdirection is overlooked by many young magicians of today which is a shame.
unfortunately i went through the same thing a couple years back. all i suggest is take a break and dont force the issue. enjoy other things if need be. if it takes 2 months or 2 years then so be it
just carry a couple of decks around with you and just alternate decks when performing for different people. Im sure theres been a few treads on here already about card care etc. use the search button and im sure you will find it
tallys are your best bet but if you can spend a bit more then i would go with split spades.They are by far one of the best decks ive i have owned for just all round purposes..
definitely metal by eric jones. You will get such a wide range of moves etc from this for sure and it will put you in the right step for the future of your coin magic
if your gonna get any shells etc i would get some us half dollar. i think you would be hard fetched finding Malaysian shells. is muscle pass a must..... not really. its fun to learn if you like a challenge!!!!