1. 'Youtube Juggler?' Many people of whom are great creators now, and post on the wire, started out as a so called 'Youtube Juggler'.
Three thoughts:
The juggler comment was directed toward your overhandling of the cards. The multiple cuts look like you are juggling with the cards in that they don't serve any purpose but saying "see what I can do. It turns everything into a presentation of skill.
I'm pretty sure many of today's great magicians out there such as Matthiew Bich, Aaron Fisher, Dani DaOrtiz didn't start out that way. Even those that did, moved on from it. That is what I'm encouraging you to do.
As you learn more about history, you will understand that few on the Wire are great creators. Dai Vernon, Larry Jennings, Brother John Hamman, Alex Elmsley are great creators. Look at the current works by Woody Aragon, John Bannon and John Gustaferro for creativity. Matthiew Bich's Newsletter Tricks shows great thinking too.
What I'm trying to do is push you beyond performing for YouTube. I saw your performance video and that is what you need to be doing.
2.'Become a real magician?' What is that even supposed to mean? Your saying I'm poor at my art? What classes as a real magician?
The comment was primarily directed to performing on YouTube. First, the focus is on your hands, not your entire body. Good magic uses your entire body. Second, the focus is on the props without any presentation. That isnt interesting to non-magicians.
The comment also is directed at the path that you should take. At a certain point, a real magician turns from learning tricks to learning fundamentals, history and presentation. If your goal is to perform on YouTube, you will take a certain path. If you goal is to perform for people you will need to take a different path.
I have just started to do gigs, and I used the youtube platform to express ideas, good or bad. The idea of the whole 30 day challenge was to share ideas with fellow 'Youtube jugglers'. Not to fool them.
Although, yes. I do agree with the majority of things you mentioned. Practice is necessary, but only for actual, live performances, not in just sharing the occasional idea.
I think that sharing ideas is good, but YouTube isn't the best place for it. Most of those folks do not know the best technique, having learned from others who haven't mastered the technique properly.
Finally, I would love to take you up on the final offer, my knowledge of where things I have applied come from is limited. Feel free to e-mail me ..'. As I feel I could really learn from your wisdom and know-how.
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