hey guys
ever since i started magic at around age 8, I was always excited about it. I would watch other magicians, go to their lectures at the local magic shop, buy cool tricks and burn through decks of cards by the truckload.
I have always felt as though my initial start in magic and cardistry kept me going these past years, and I built up a reputation in my area as the magician to book.
And nothing could compare to the feeling you get when you do magic and watch peoples reactions
Priceless.
of course, there was stress and worries whenever i began to figure out my routine, but it was always exciting to me.
now i feel too caught up in all the action. I have 3 gigs coming up within the week and i feel like after all the effort i did and am putting in to my routine, it doesnt flow.
I have no confidence in my magic anymore.
Even when i perform killer effects which I know and practice 3000 times over, I keep feeling like I'm not fooling anyone and so I stopped to think for a minute.
Am I enjoying myself? is this what i want to do with my magic
I am in desperate need of magical inspiration.
If anybody has any stories, vid or advice they can share to help me through this block in my struggle to redefine my magic, then please do. By all means, go right ahead
thanks
ever since i started magic at around age 8, I was always excited about it. I would watch other magicians, go to their lectures at the local magic shop, buy cool tricks and burn through decks of cards by the truckload.
I have always felt as though my initial start in magic and cardistry kept me going these past years, and I built up a reputation in my area as the magician to book.
And nothing could compare to the feeling you get when you do magic and watch peoples reactions
Priceless.
of course, there was stress and worries whenever i began to figure out my routine, but it was always exciting to me.
now i feel too caught up in all the action. I have 3 gigs coming up within the week and i feel like after all the effort i did and am putting in to my routine, it doesnt flow.
I have no confidence in my magic anymore.
Even when i perform killer effects which I know and practice 3000 times over, I keep feeling like I'm not fooling anyone and so I stopped to think for a minute.
Am I enjoying myself? is this what i want to do with my magic
I am in desperate need of magical inspiration.
If anybody has any stories, vid or advice they can share to help me through this block in my struggle to redefine my magic, then please do. By all means, go right ahead
thanks