I have been into magic for around a year and a half now, and cardistry for about a year. I am just so lost as to what the heck I want to do. I started with Joshua Jay's Complete Course in Magic. Then after that, I moved onto a lot of card magic. Later on discovering cardistry. And now I am just finding that I am so sick and tired of cards all the time. But my real issue lies within the fact that whenever I try something new like mentalism, coin magic, etc. I can never stick to it. I just don't understand why. I know that it has nothing to do with the performance aspect, considering that I am only 14 years old. But I just desperately want to find my niche in magic, or even cardistry. Like how Jason England is a card mechanic, Andrei Jikh is a card flourisher, and Eric Jones is a coin magician. This is not to say that they do not work in other realms of magic. Such as card, coins, rings, mentalism, etc. I just want to know where I can find my place. My worry is that by the time I am 18 years old or so, I will still have not found what really clicks for me, but if I were to find what I enjoy now then maybe by the time I am 18, I will already be quite familiar and substancially good at the art or genre that I choose. Whether it be in magic or cardistry. Thank you in advance, and have a great day.