Get down from your ego cloud will ya? you could hurt yourself if you fall from there.
Anyway, get this into your head YOU ARE NOT A MAGICIAN, YOU ARE NOT A PERFORMER, YOU ARE JUST A KID WHO DOES CARD TRICKS.
There isnt a single bit of performance in you, you simple dont want to progress, I feel pity for you, really, we have tried really hard in the past to change you and to make you improve, you insist to be that way? have it your way then burguer king.
And Im saying this in a nice way, please, mature.
EDIT:: this is my 1000th post ! hooray!