Ok, I've been looking at the cardistry forums. I think there's something that's escaping me. Are all experienced flourishers like that? It seems as if none of them are willing to help (I hate this word) a "noob" They all seem to be uninterested in helping those interested in learning the art of XCM. When I first started learning magic (about three or four years ago) everybody was very nice and willing to help. Are all flourishers jerks like that?