...today. Something wonderful. I can't quite describe it but here goes. I woke up, warmed my knuckles up as i do every day and began flourishing and practicing magic. i did all the usual things i do as well, but at about midday i suddenly stopped. Stopped everything i was doing and picked my deck up, but even though i had it in my hands a few minutes before, this time something was different. I just sat there with my cards and didn't move, i just felt a complete elation that i had started this wonderful art (or rightly said; two arts), and spent the next hour watching every magic and flourishing video i could to draw as much inspiration as possible. I don't know what sparked it, but it was nothing like when i first began magic 3 months ago. That was a feeling of excitement and anxiety, but this felt like i had just understood what magic was really about, and it gave me the most exhilirating feeling i have ever felt. The next thing i did was order Daniel Madison's book Inside, which i had been meaning to get a month ago. I guess it was me making a pact with myself that i would study magic by all means possible for the rest of my life, whether it be my main focus or just a hobby. I thought i would share this with you guys and hope that it may give out some of the inspiration i recieved today. Magic is not materialistic, magic is everywhere.