Yesterday something very devastating was informed to my high school. One of our cheerleaders in my senior class, took her own life. She was very popular, very pretty, had nothing but a bright life ahead of her - why did she do it? Apparently, her boyfriend had broken up with her which led her to this. Why though? There is so much joy in life and so much left to see and do. Why would a person go to such extremes?
You know, I personally knew her. Since this happened two days ago, I have done nothing but think about it nonstop. I actually talked to her a few weeks ago which makes this even more impossible to believe. I then started to think deeper. She was in my geometry class in 9th grade and was one of the many people who surrounded me and watched my magic.
Then I started thinking more. My pastor talked with us once about how we can use our talents to spread the word of God. (FYI, the rest of this paragraph and the next paragraph are questions I have constantly been asking myself) If we can do that, then how can we as magicians help people? How can we use our talent to bring joy to people? Can we make them forget their worries, even for a short period of time? Can we make a difference in someones life just by doing some trick that we practice, mask with patter and call magic? Could I have saved her life?
All I have been asking myself is why I couldn't have made a difference. How can I help now, after the fact? Can I somehow use my magic to keep someone else from taking their own life or to keep someone else from worrying about their troubles, even for a short period of time?
I want to run into her boyfriend so badly and just sit and talk with him. I don't know him but I want to. I want to help him because many people are coming down hard on him when he did nothing wrong and I feel so badly for him. He tried to save her. He was in the house when it happened, and he called the ambulance apparently. I'd give anything to be able to talk to him and befriend him and support him and do everything I can to help.
I would really like to discuss ways we can use our magic to make a difference in peoples lives because magic made a difference in mine. Like I said, I wasn't super close to her but this really hit home with me because I was a contemplative suicide. Magic, along with a few other people, friends, family, and inspirations have kept me from this. This incident has opened my eyes even more. I realize the effects this has on people. My entire high school is shaken, and none of this ever seems so real until it happens so close to you.
I am trying to make plans to go do some magic for kids in the Texas Children Hospital hopefully next week.
I am sorry for the long post but I would just really like to have friendly discussion on how we can use our magic to make a difference in peoples lives.
I can't wait to hear the responses.
-Robby
You know, I personally knew her. Since this happened two days ago, I have done nothing but think about it nonstop. I actually talked to her a few weeks ago which makes this even more impossible to believe. I then started to think deeper. She was in my geometry class in 9th grade and was one of the many people who surrounded me and watched my magic.
Then I started thinking more. My pastor talked with us once about how we can use our talents to spread the word of God. (FYI, the rest of this paragraph and the next paragraph are questions I have constantly been asking myself) If we can do that, then how can we as magicians help people? How can we use our talent to bring joy to people? Can we make them forget their worries, even for a short period of time? Can we make a difference in someones life just by doing some trick that we practice, mask with patter and call magic? Could I have saved her life?
All I have been asking myself is why I couldn't have made a difference. How can I help now, after the fact? Can I somehow use my magic to keep someone else from taking their own life or to keep someone else from worrying about their troubles, even for a short period of time?
I want to run into her boyfriend so badly and just sit and talk with him. I don't know him but I want to. I want to help him because many people are coming down hard on him when he did nothing wrong and I feel so badly for him. He tried to save her. He was in the house when it happened, and he called the ambulance apparently. I'd give anything to be able to talk to him and befriend him and support him and do everything I can to help.
I would really like to discuss ways we can use our magic to make a difference in peoples lives because magic made a difference in mine. Like I said, I wasn't super close to her but this really hit home with me because I was a contemplative suicide. Magic, along with a few other people, friends, family, and inspirations have kept me from this. This incident has opened my eyes even more. I realize the effects this has on people. My entire high school is shaken, and none of this ever seems so real until it happens so close to you.
I am trying to make plans to go do some magic for kids in the Texas Children Hospital hopefully next week.
I am sorry for the long post but I would just really like to have friendly discussion on how we can use our magic to make a difference in peoples lives.
I can't wait to hear the responses.
-Robby
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