OK GUYS the reason my vids have sucked recently is because my grampa is on his last week to live my mom just got over her addictions(alchol and pain killers and sleep aids) and i have been super stressed an with people say it suck ans stuff i got worst cause even though your all behind a screen i still worry that you are bad mouthing me but tips are fin but not hat like just quit magic you suck...
Dude... work on your grammar. Really. I can't read what you type most of the time.
But back on topic. I'm sorry about your grampa, I'll keep him in my prayers. I've been through a similar situation, my cousin died of cancer in April. But if you're
THAT stressed, don't make videos at this point in time. If you post videos of DL's and other sleights and moves for magicians to watch, we WILL criticize. And all of them probably won't be 100% nice since we don't know what you're going through because you don't tell us. So my suggestion to you is to maybe take a step back from T11 or magic, since it is apparently stressing you out, and spend time with your grampa, maybe show him a trick or two, tell him you love him, etc. If you feel like doing magic and practicing is calming you, then practice. Practice.
PRACTICE Practice in front of a mirror or a video camera, find out what you need to improve on, take our advice on improving. If people say you suck, take it as a personal motivation to get better and make a video that makes people say "WOW!! You're awesome!!" Take my advice, really. It will help.
But if this is really just an excuse for your bad videos and your lying: Then leave. Sorry if it sounds mean but it takes a low down person to use their family as an excuse for their mistakes. It's a really serious topic and shouldn't be thrown around as excuses.