i was trying to wait it out, and i tried to create a video to go along with my essay, but alas, no success, without further ado. here is my submission:
I found magic last year over Christmas break, my family and I went to Orlando, Disney land, the works, it was cool, I was a freshman in high school. We went to downtown Disney, a sort of shopping mall, and I found Magic Masters (
http://www.magicmasters.com/store/home.php). The guy who was doing tricks at the table, showed me a “wizard deck” I was floored when he split the reds and blacks in a flash, and my card was with the opposite color, it was awesome. I bought the deck, and the guy whispered the secret into my ear, and showed me how to use it, and he told me to practice. I went and sat down at an Auntie Anne’s pretzel shop and started fiddling with my newfound toy, and I was so excited at how it worked, and how only I knew. So I went back, and bought “The Good Set” it was a set of three gimmicked coin tricks, (scotch and soda, nickels N dimes, quarter in a bottle). I was in love, I loved magic, and I loved being able to do things without people being able to know how. I took them home, and began amazing my classmates. I performed those tricks for like 3 months, without presentation, or any patter. I WAS BAD! To my benefit, none of my classmates had ever seen magic anywhere near the level of crap I performed. At least not up close like I showed them. I thought I was good, no David Blaine, but good.
Eventually, those four or five tricks I could do; got old. I sought advice; I needed someone who had been in my 15 dollar sneakers to show me how to earn their fancy Italian loafers. I found YouTube. GASP! I know, how terrible, but not uncommon, I didn’t know any better. I learned some crappy tricks through exposure, mostly lame card effects. And eventually, I Google-d “free magic tricks” and I found ellusionist. I learned those 5 free ones that they teach. I eventually learned that it was wrong to learn off YouTube. So I quit. But I still had no direction, no instruction, nobody in Italian loafers to give me a little nudge towards the Armani suits. I started e-mailing artists. Big names off Ellusionist, I sent them an e-mail something like this:
my name is Webster Gehring I am 14 years old and love magic. Them I own a stripper deck, and three coin tricks they are: "nickels N' dimes”, “Scotch and soda”, “quarter in a bottle" I can perform all three of them well. I am quite good at handling my stripper deck, which confuses my classmates beyond my imagination. but sadly my effects are losing their effect, my classmates are either bored with them or have figured them out. I am not able to drive and the closest magic shop to my home is 45 miles away except for the Waldenbook which only occasionally carries magic. so do you have any suggestions of what i should do to take my magic to the next level?
with thanks,
Web
Most guys sent me back lame e-mails with lame advice on which of their material was the best. Then, Adam Grace, sent me an e-mail telling me to buy Royal Road to Card Magic, it was the nudge I needed. I got the book, and I studied it, I even sent him another e-mail telling him that I’d finished it, and I asked where to go next, he ignored it, I think he knew that there was no way I finished it. While I waited, I kept reading and rereading Royal Road to Card Magic. I learned more out of the book, go figure.
That’s really my start, I bought a couple lame books at borders somewhere in there that didn’t teach me much, except for Joshua Jays complete course, the rest were bombs.
I still craved community, I still longed for fellow magicians, I found some reprieve in Adam Grace and others like him, but I still longed for more. I had found theory11 and shopped around the tricks section, never buying anything, I rather ignored the forums section. Then, I sent a ticket to customer service asking the same questions I had asked others, and I was referred to the forums, kind of ignored it. Then, I bought pressure, I wanted into the private forums, so I made an account, and I found community here, eventually. It took a while to settle in as everything else does. Nevertheless, it was worth the wait. I eventually grew, and found tried the forums on Ellusionist, (nowhere near as good in my own opinion), then I recently tried out penguin, I think because somebody here on theory11 recommended a penguin product on sponge balls.
’ve searched for magicians in my own area, multiple times, and come up short, multiple times. I’ve longed for a mentor, for so long, and I recently got my little sister to help me practice, but it didn’t really do it for me. It didn’t fill the hole I feel in my gut. Don’t get me wrong It’s better than nothing, but who really gets along with their little sister?
If you didn’t pick up on this from the previous paragraphs, I’m super duper grateful for theory11 and all the friends I’ve made there, and all the advice I’ve gotten. It’s priceless, but I have yet to get to meet another magician, at or above my level in person. Sure, there are tons of kids who got a magic set when they were three, but none who stuck with it. So I feel a bit isolated out here in the middle of this cornfield, just outside the ghetto, (Galesburg Illinois).
So that’s my story, that’s where I’ve been with magic, and that’s where I am now. Just a kid who got sucked in at a magic shop, who grew into an aspiring young hobbyist/ wanna be pro, who craves community more than anything else, (except lunch, at 1 o clock I eat the late lunch line because of my schedule).
Now that you’ve gotten the history lesson, let’s look to the future…and where I want my magic to go, and what I want to do with it.
I want my magic to be more.
More what? More everything.
When I see myself in the future; and my magic in the future, I want it to be more than it is now. Even tomorrow, I want to spend more time tomorrow on magic, than I did today, (which shouldn’t be hard, because I spent 4 hours on homework today). Its not just time though, I want my magic to be more entertaining, I want my magic to be remembered by people, more. I want my magic to be more technically difficult. When I think about what I want my magic to do I want to be able to have a lasting effect on people, not necessarily because of the effects. But because of what I say, because of how I say what I say, because of when I say what I say, and because of how the magic fits into what I say. I want my magic to be more. More than just tricks, more than just a performance, more than just what you guys talk about being your best performances, and more doesn’t necessarily mean better. I want my magic to reach deep into people’s hearts, and souls, and inspire them to, to something. To do—something. To feel—something. To think – something. To change—something. That was not there before I met them and did what I hope to someday be able to do. That’s why I hope to be one of the few gospel magicians who doesn’t have to sacrifice magic, for the gospel, or the gospel, for magic. I think that’s possible. No matter how difficult, I hope to be able to do that some day. Because the power of Jesus Christ, I have seen stir up deeper more heart-felt, emotional, you name it, reactions, that no magic trick can ever achieve. And while I’m not reaching for that with the magic, I believe that the magic can get me in, that the magic can open the door to their hearts so that I can show people how to know God the way I do, better even. I dream of that at night, I ponder that in math class when my teacher is rambling on about how we don’t do our homework, (I do mine, see above). I wish for that when I read threads on theory11. I can’t express in words how much I want my magic to be more than it is today. I’m so passionate about growing as a magician, I can’t even describe it, I want my magic to grow to unbelievable heights, the sky is the limit. I want my magic, and my faith, and my love of God, to reach out to people, and change their lives. I believe that, I need to be a great magician, and a great evangelist in order to accomplish this.
And I think that magic-con, would be a shot in the arm, a power pill, a spring loaded stepping stone, To me reaching the greatness that I need to be at as a magician in order to do the things I long to do. I think that if I am given the opportunity to go to magic-con, that my magic would grow exponentially, it’d be amazing, I think I would get as much out of magic-con as If I could suddenly get 34 inches on a muscle pass in both my left and right hands. (yes I know that’s almost 3 feet). Or if I could suddenly do every single sleight in Erdnase. Or being able to go through sick by ponta the smith, in 30 min. or even all 3 of those combined. Then growing in God’s love, will just happen if I love him back, because he already loves me. When I combine all of that together, I think I would be able to do some amazing things, and no, I don’t mean a 34 inch muscle pass. Things even more amazing, that not even I can understand.
That theory11, That Jb and the team – that is why I want to go to magic-con 2010.